Now it can be said: I’m on the crossroad of my life. A major one at that.

Opportunities have been pouring in and old standards have proven too feeble for comfort. What still is may soon be was in just a few weeks.

Fear is the only thing that’s holding me back now. The uncertainty raging ahead is giving me the chills; unless I put on a blindfold of faith, I could be settling still to what is and what is plainly within my comfort zone.

Been not blogging for months now (five months is very long). And I just realized that this is the kind of stuff that keeps the blog’s blood running. Maybe I should post this soon. (Thinks very hard.)

You see, I accepted this post of a moderator for De La Salle-College of Saint Benilde’s Student Publications Unit. And things have been moving pretty fast since then.

Work is great despite the test of hardwork, patience and understanding that goes with it. I’m only required to report for work for 16 hours!

The sad part is: I have yet to inform my editor about the possible move, which wasn’t the original plan.

It was supposed to be just a part-time job until another offer.

I already told my editor about the offer even before; I even set a meeting with her to discuss my plans. Unfortunately, the meeting has yet to take place.

Now I may be burning a bridge because I kept on.

So, what do I do? I’m partly at a lost as I wanna keep the relationship running smooth even after the move. I just hope things will turn out well. By relationship, I mean the professional and the personal aspects.

Sigh, I hope to say the right words once I come telling the big news.

And I hope I’m doing the right thing, trudging the right path of my so-called career.

God, I need a friend and a bottle of San Mig Light.

(Am I turning into a drunkard?)